Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?

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Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?
This song I once used to sing
But now it's deafening

Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?
I've tried so many times
And fail in every try

Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?
This thing they brand as love
A problem sought unfold

Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?
this question I got answered
'till it fetched damn hatred

and the reason
Why Can't I Get This Silly Thing out of My Mind?
is because it's not in there
it's on my chest
and I think, it'll forever be...

HUMAN

rise
from dust
create form
’till you’ll back to
ash

WHY?

I wonder why do they have to close their eyes

whenever their lips touch
I wonder why there is a spark
in love’s every touch
I wonder why of all the words
“I love you” has been very special
I wonder why it feels so magical
when you are just beside me
I wonder why my mind don’t have any answer
and why these questions are so queer
I wonder…

Just let me

Tracing the footsteps
Our silhouette had vanished
warm dust lifting up
the agony of mourning
pulled by darkness behind me

Human

rise
from dust
create form
'till you'll back to
ash

REALIZATION

Sweet and gentle smile
I used to get playmate
I want to play around
Like any other child
Dusk come I’m on bed
This is not the game I made
But a lick ignite the fire
And I gone beyond despair
I played well, I guess I did
And she even told too me with her bites
She took me throughout reality
And make a burning heaven for me
The longest night I ever had
The most enjoyable tiresome moment of my life
When I sweat and she growls
The most beautiful song I heard
dawn came and as light strikes on my eyes
I can’t see the child who laid on bed
Here is a girl who made me realized
That I’m no more a bairn
I am now a man who just did a sin

THE MELTING POINT

Above my head and in the middle of dark wide sky
blood shed on clouds
This lonely world rests in silence
but a calling noisily shouts in my head

No! and a gunshot
one, two, three and the quibble settles
The car starts to run like a bunny hunted by a snake
and I see the snake on tail light flashing

Silence kills my senses
as I feel the cold floor with my feet
The moment the moon hides
a silhouette is all I see

She lies on her bed
Lifeless
My mouth lost for words while tears are flowing warm
the thawing heart cries…calling her name

Above my head and in the middle of dark wide sky
one, two, three and the quibble settles
The moment the moon hides
the thawing heart cries… Mama!!!

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INKY

I cut my wrist to sip some ink
That I’ll feed to my senseless point
The taste and smell makes me strong
And I know with ink I can’t go wrong

I touch the letters with the tip of my tongue
And OH! Sweet honey from black bees I tasted
My lips were filled with lust
To kiss this venomous ink

Endless rapture flows through my veins
Glorious! I love this feeling
Kill me now and bring me in despair
I like it dark when with poems smeared

SWING ME ON THE SKY

Trapped in the midst
of storm and haste
holding the chain
that connects me to reality
I can’t go down now
my feet are not yet ready
to feel the burning hell
that’s waiting for me
let me wait here until the sun shine
below this forlorn clouds
few hours to go the stars will be awake
and I’ll sit my tired heart to rest
swing me on the sky
where everything is unreal
I want it better than to slide
and plunged to reality
Let me escape
let me…

NINETTE – DO NOT CRY

LAUGH
Your heart
Make your world
Nice place to live
Spend more time to smile
Forget sorrow
Never frown
do not
CRY

Her Wedding

Stars come down onto her eyes
Thin clouds cover her head---with bliss
Envisaging for the perfect place
where she will utter her sweetest yes

Today she doesn't look the same
she's just splendid and gleaming
Like diamonds on her neck and ears
she's a goddess in vignette

All chords come aligned
smooth, soft, like new year wine
with a promise of eternity and love
Angels voices descend from above

The vow they sealed with rings
Will start be the cue for the story teller
To start with a magical once upon a time
And now they will live happily ever after

Gleams

Darkness
Solitude
Longing
Forlorn
Dread
This gleaming lights don't know where to go.
But did they stop glazing?
Turn your lamps on.
Dream
Freedom
Love
Smile
Dream

The Red Cheeks Day

I'm dreaming that someday
When we cross along the road
You offer me a smile
And I'll be giving you a slap
With a warm greeting of
Happy red cheeks day!

Then your gonna slap me too
But do not go too strong
Cause we may have never ending greetings
And won the reddest cheeks crown
This day, blush on will be useless
So come and find your enemies 

Morphosis

I was a twig and you're my Autumn leaf
Of our last falling season
When Earth aligned with moon perfectly
That turns the night bloody

Blood remained on the sky
As Aurora shouts on East
Today I will never climb again with my feet
Because I will be a butterfly 

Coffee

[ for leaving you --- I'm sorry ]

 

 

One time I forgot you on my table
After a few sips that burnt my throat
I loved you hot and sweet
But I looked for another cup to drink

Now I'm convinced you're for my tounge
So here to you I returned
But when I look down on my cup
I saw your last few cold drops

Thunder

You hit me like a deafening sound
from nowhere that goes straight to my chest
I asked the moon but it's not around
Maybe it's in the midst of its rest

You some to my ears as vivid as the song
of nymphs that descend from heaven where you belong
You blind me with a light to tell me that you're near
OH, you're always waking me my thunder

Moonlight

I was sitting by my window 
Silently staring on the moon 
She is very lovely tonight 
Like an iris of my eye 
Well she has always been very wonderful to me 
  
Beside me is my table 
With a blank sheet and a sleeping pen 
Unlike the moon the sheet is pure 
My heart has no more to paint on it 
  
Beside the sheet is a tearing vase 
With roses of falling season 
I was not sure where I put them 
Deep into that venomous water 
  
Just on the foot of the vase is a ring 
That glints after moon hides 
From the dark blanket on the sky 
  
That ring was once worn by the moon 
Even the roses were once hers 
The sheet is empty because 
That is the last page of our story I’ve once wrote…  

Sweet Joke

I don't know if your intent is to make me smile
or just to make me feel very special
Now to tell you, you have succeeded
in putting scented roses on my bed

I'm not sure where it comes from
but it tickles me gently inside
This feeling is more awakening than an alarm
Eccentricity when you're by my side

I was not aware of that thing they call love
until you made me feel like this
I'm like flying in the sky above
I even fantasized of our perfect kiss

But now you're gone leaving traces of tears
you took away the fountain of my bliss
Maybe the reason why I didn't get the clue,
Is because love is still sweet, even it's a joke.

Seasons

Darkness once cuts my eyes
Hearing the saddest goodbye
Watering the hays on spring
Like newly weds couple ring


Forget those passed rain
For clear skies are at the east
Let go of your thousand pains
For you're heading for the best

Today, let your ears hear the song
That deafen you for so long
And let those tears you've given away
Make some rainbow in this brand new day.

Yolanda (Haiyan)

You're not a killer
But you killed
You're a salvager
of our mother
You're not a curse
though you seemed to be

You are a calling
does mankind hear?
You're not a nemesis
there is nothing to be retributed
you are just a nightmare
we never dreamed of
but we lived for